bored beyond belief

Yet I have a pile of work and personal stuff to do. Sometimes sitting bored and idle seems preferrable to achieving anything constructive. Is this apathy or is it just me?

Random Thoughts

The pallid skins we’re living in are lifeless I despair
They travel through this empty world without worry or even care
But what becomes of the children we once were
Their hope and innocence vanished in the air

Their dreams a fog, intangible, a long forgotten blur
The sea of empty faces, a rows of nameless graves
Is all that remains of us.
If we chose nameless faces and empty graves
What would become of us?

Our headstones far from made or set
The caskets not yet sealed
A fatal wound not felt yet
Or had a chance to heal

We feel alive in conflict,
We feel alive in hate,
Sometimes even love to touch us
But we leave it all to fate

This apathy is killing me
But I couldn’t care much less
I’d break the chains to set me free
But morphine left me thoughtless