more questions than answers

why does society need to wait until it's too late to say enough is enough? the potential to cause cancer, the trauma of a misdiagnosis isn't enough. We have to wait for the rot to set in, the cancer to start gnawing away, and the patient to be too far gone to be saved before the Doctor is repromanded. In the meantime we have to carry the scars of mistakes that they wont be held accountable for. These scars wont fade. they are mroe red and purple than the one that runs the width of my abdomen, and they are far more sore. Just another scab I can't help but pick at and yet not enough of an injury to warrant protection by the law.
I am alone again. I have tried all avenues and no one is left to rescue me. We alone can save ourselves.
Forgiving them would be unforgivable to me, the cut runs too deep and my bleeding heart just is in peices, broken on the floor; an impossible jigsaw. No turning the other cheek, far lessers crimes are punishable and justice is promised to set me free. Only she is blind, her hands bound, unmontivated to my cause.




This ghost it haunts me like the spectre at the feast. Such a beautiful beast , it burns inside me an all consuming rage to keep me warm. These still waters run deep, my face is a facade of serenity masking unbridled anguish. save me wont you save me please. I am alone again, alone, the ones we love they always leave.