The Hardest Part Is Letting Go Of Your Dreams

In one sense yes. In the sense of letting go of the subconscious ones it seems to me to be far too easy and involuntary.

My first dream last night was extremely vivid and emotional, I awoke minutes before the alarm clock feeling so warm and fuzzy only to realise it was all just wishful dreaming.

As the day has progressed the dream has become faded at the edges, a vignette of the night before but the emotions attached are still here. In my dream I was getting ready to get married and as the day got closer I had a pain in my lower left abdomen, I went to the hospital afraid it was a cyst but they told me I was pregnant. I knew it was impossible and they said they couldn’t understand it either but that I definitely was. Then all of a sudden the wedding day has arrived and we have gotten married; before we can get inside the hotel for the reception I get these pains and I know the baby is due, Tom is less than impressed at my timing but we head to the hospital. At the hospital they tell me I can’t be pregnant even though months before they had said I was, at first they can’t find a heart beat with the stethoscope, only mine, but after a while they tell me they have found it afterall. I remember thinking it just sounded like one very quick heartbeat rather than two separate ones. We were both so excited and they were setting up the ultrasound when I woke up. My feeling upon waking turned without a thought or moments notice into a calm sense of sadness but I hadn’t even really woken so deep down I must have known, even asleep that it couldn’t possibly be real.

Maybe this is all just a sign that I am placing too much hope on one date/thing changing my future? Will download some dream definitions.

Wedding
To see a wedding in your dream, symbolizes a new beginning or transition in your current life.? Dreams involving weddings are generally negative and highlight some anxiety or fear. It often refers to feelings of bitterness, sorrow, or death.? Alternatively, wedding dreams reflect your issues about commitment and independence.?
To dream that you are getting married to your current spouse again, represents your wedded bliss and happiness. It highlights your strong commitment to each other. It may also signify a new phase (such as parenthood) that you are entering in your life.?
To dream that you are planning your own wedding to someone you never met, is a metaphor symbolizing the union of your masculine and feminine side. It represents a transitional phase where you are seeking some sort of balance between your aggressive side and emotional side.
If you are getting married and have dreams of your pending wedding, then it highlights the stress of organizing a wedding. Conflicts over wedding details, tension with family and in-laws, fear of commitment, and loss of independence may all cause wedding anxiety dreams. Research has shown that up to 40% of brides and grooms have dreams about their ceremony and things going perfectly.

Reception
To dream that you are attending a reception, signifies many pleasant engagements and social gatherings.

Hotel
To see a hotel in your dream, signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking. Or you feel the need to temporarily escape from your daily life.

Pregnant
To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it.? This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.

Doctor
To dream that you are seeing the doctor, denotes discouraging illness and strife amongst members of your family. It may signal your need for emotional and spiritual healing.

Hospital
To see a hospital in your dream, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental heath. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life.

Late
To dream that you are late, denotes your fear of change and your ambivalence about seizing an opportunity. You may feel unready, unworthy, or unsupported in your current circumstances. Additionally, you may be overwhelmed or conflicted with decisions about your future. You feel time is running out and that you do not have time to accomplish all the things you want.

Labor
If you are a woman and dream that you are in labor, indicates your desire to be pregnant and to start a family.

Miracle
To see a miracle in your dream, suggests that you are goal-oriented and plan for the future.? You have a lot of confidence in our accomplishments.

Pain
To dream that you are in pain, signifies that you are being too hard on yourself with regards to a situation that was out of your control. It may also be a true reflection of real pain that exists somewhere in your body. Dreams can reveal and warn about health problems.

Pulse
To feel your pulse in your dream, symbolizes some sort of anxiety in your waking life.

Partner
To see a partner in your dream, suggests that you need to seek the help of others in order to accomplish mutual goals.

Happy
To dream that you are happy, may be a compensatory dream and is often a dream of the contrary. You may be trying to compensate for the sadness or stress in your waking life.

My second dream was about being at school (possibly because I watched a movie last night about a kid inventing a college so his parents wouldn’t be disappointed). I don’t remember much of this dream even though I had it after Tom got up for work but I remember that the school wasn’t one I have attended in real life. That’s about it other than a mild sense of frustration followed by resignation and a bunch of old faces from my school days.

School
To dream that you are in school, signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about performance and abilities. You may also be going through a "spiritual learning" experience. If you are still in school and dream about school, then it will naturally serve as a backdrop to your dream world.? Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life.? To dream about high school, refers to the bounds and friendships that you made while you were in high school. What spiritual lessons have you learned? The dream may also be telling you that you need to start preparing for the real world.
To dream that you have to repeat high school, suggests that you are doubting your accomplishments and the goals that you have already completed. You feel that you may not be measuring up to the expectation of others. The dream may occur because some recent situation may have awakened old anxieties and insecurities.

Frustration
To dream that you feel frustrated, represents your difficulty in coping with a situation in your daily life. It may reflect your concerns that your life is not going in the direction you want.